Dec. 5th (I think)

Christmas time this is the time that everyone loves it is a time where families get together have a good time and this is also the time that people worry about buying the right gift... but I want to tell you this year is the first one I remember that I don't feel stress... it could be because when I stress my mouth hurts and I don't want that... It could be because I had the money to buy my kids a present and Shelly, Devlin, Robert, Makaila is coming this next weekend...and sent be able to pay my bills.  If you have not learned yet it is always a must to pay the bills every month because if you don't you will not be able to pay them ever.....
this is from some one that has been paying bills and trying to make ends meet since I was 17 I'm 53 now so there you go.  Now I am the first to tell you I am in Debit with Credit Cards and I have had Robert that helped me for the 1st 28 years and now I have Marvin that is helping the rest of the way.  But I have learned my lesson it is so easy to get in debit and I have a big problem with credit cards... that is why I love the debit cards and no OD coverage on my checking acct....  if  I can not pay my bills and keep food in the house then I don't spend money...
that has taken me a while to do this but then I have now and I am so Happy because going back to the reason I started this.....
Christmas time is great I bought a monopoly game and Marvin and I have play twice and I love it..... I have spent the same amount of money on everyone and that makes me happy and I feel good.  I am looking forward to spending time with my kids... It has been a long time it seems.....
I hope everyone is having a wonderful Christmas Season I am when people say they are not in the Christmas Sprit what does that mean and I have been there to I feel Happier at this time of year... Marvin gets down because of the cold...I love these Christmas shows that make you cry with saddness and happiness....ok like you can see it is Sunday where I am by myself before work and my mind is going in so many directions I need to get up and drink my NRG tea...now that will help my mind from going in so many directions and I can get things done....after I stop crying over this christmas show...  so I better get off this blog and get to busy before I have to get to the hotel.....